Finished

 I've carried a dream in my heart since I was twelve years old. I wanted to be an author. I cannot explain where it came from or exactly when it started. I always loved to write. Creative writing assignments in school excited me. I wished for more of them. While other students groaned in complaints, I eagerly grabbed my pen and furiously dreamed up stories writing with passion. Other than playing professional football, and God calling me to preach, the only thing I dreamed of doing was writing. 

I celebrate today finishing the rough draft of another book. I titled the book, Only Believe: The Power of a Transformational Jesus Touch. I poured my soul into that book. The book touches on Jesus stories from the Gospels. It is a book of hope and written to encourage faith in people. We are nowhere near ready to go to print. I just finished the rough draft. Now the work starts. Proofing, editing, eventually shopping it to publishers, choosing page layouts, front and back cover designs, and after all that we go to print. The work does not stop after that. Then the book has to be marketed. Hopefully people will purchase copies and be helped by it. 

Today, I celebrate finishing a project close to a year in the making. There were set backs along the way with constant demands on my time. One set back nearly brought the whole project to a devastating end before it was finished. Back in late 2025, I wrote feverishly to finish the book before the end of the year. I was nearly 75% complete, when after a writing session suddenly I lost everything on the computer. Nothing was saved. I had saved the work each step of the way. Then it was gone. There was some glitch in the computer that erased months and months of work. 

I cannot even begin to describe the way I felt. Sick to my stomach. I could not believe it happened. Shock. Devastated. Crushed. Grieved. These feelings touch the surface. I do not have the words to describe the depth of those emotions. I wanted to cry, but no tears formed. I barely functioned for days. A technology expert looked at my computer and was able to recover a portion of the book. I still lost at least one third of what I wrote. The church got me a new computer and the remaining part of my book was saved on a thumb drive and downloaded onto the computer. That incomplete manuscript sat dormant for five months. I could not bring myself to go back to write on it again. I wrote blogs and articles for our newsletter. I just couldn't bring myself to work on that book. That is until three days ago. 

It started with a question from someone about whether I had done any more work on the book. I went to the file and opened it for the first times in months. The cursor blinked at the end of the recovered portion and I asked God to inspire and help me finish the book. Three days later I typed the last word of the last sentence and put down the last period. Finished. God enabled me to finish the project He initiated me to start in the first place. Now to devote my time to more blogs and my next book to be titled, Shake The City: A Revival Story. This is a book about a 23-day revival that broke out in the First Baptist Church in Seminole, TX where I served as pastor. I leave next week for a prayer/writing retreat to begin that work. 

There is a sense of contentment that comes with finishing anything. Many people start projects and do not complete them. When God calls us to start something, there should be an obligation to obey to completion or God releases us. We can all look around to see books we started reading but never finished or home projects that started with great gusto only to fizzle out with frenzied schedules. Quitting can become a habit. So can finishing. So, go ahead and finish the project you started. Resurrect that dream you gave up on too early. Let us finish for the glory of God. [Gal 6:9]

Insignificant

 Millions of people feel insignificant. What about you? Insignificance means to be too small to make any impact. It means being so unimportant that nobody listens. It means having minor worth so that there is little to no influence on those around you. How many reading this feel like you qualify on all those fronts? You feel small in this world. I spoke to a cleaning lady for an organization a few years ago. While I worked there I made a point to notice her and speak to her each day. She was very quiet and went about her job dutifully never drawing attention to herself One day she made a statement I have not forgotten. She commented, "I am just one of the invisible people around here." She saw herself as just a cleaning lady. I saw her as a person who did her job well without complaining. She had significance in the eyes of God and those who took time to notice her. She was not invisible even if she felt that way. 

Perhaps some of you feel invisible. You do not have a high profile or respected vocation. You get overlooked. You feel unimportant. You feel insignificant. If that is you, I have some good news from you. We have to go all the way back to the book of I Samuel. Let me set the context. Israel's first king Saul disobeyed God, and God determined to remove him from the throne and chose another king. In I Samuel 16, the prophet Samuel goes to Bethlehem to trust God to reveal who would be the next king. 

God instructed Samuel to go to Jesse's house. Jesse brought in his sons. Strong strapping men. From oldest to the youngest each son was presented to Samuel. Eliab stood before Samuel and Samuel thought, "Surely this is the Lord's anointed." God spoke, "God does not look the way man looks. Man looks on the outward appearance but God looks at the heart." I Sam 16:7 One by one each of Jesse's sons stood before Samuel and God rejected each of them. Samuel inquired if Jesse had any other sons. Jesse indicated he had the youngest who was out looking after the sheep. 

There is only two ways to interpret this. Either David was not summoned with is brothers because it was too inconvenient to call him from the fields and to leave the sheep unattended. Another interpretation is that David seemed so insignificant to his father that he did not bother to call him believing the other seven sons were seen as more important to Jesse. I lean toward the second view. 

David was the youngest. The runt of the litter. He was probably picked on by his older brothers. He had the job of watching the sheep. Maybe his brothers did the same job too, but we do not read that. The brothers ridiculed him in chapter 17 asking about his few sheep. David is described as ruddy meaning red, with beautiful eyes, and handsome in appearance. He walked into the room unsuspecting that his entire life was about to change. His destiny was not be a shepherd for life. God had a bigger destiny. To rule as a king.  When David stood before Samuel, God spoke, "Arise and anoint for this is he." I Sam 16:12 God handpicked David to be the next king. There would be training before he would sit on the throne through tribulation. God chose David. A son and brother everyone else overlooked. Everyone but God. 

I Cor 1:26-29 reminds us that when God is looking for people to go on mission for Him, God chooses the weak, the foolish, and the despised to shame those who are wise, strong, and noble. Put another way, God chooses insignificant people to do very significant things for Him. That is great news. You may feel overlooked by everyone, but God sees you and just might choose you to do something very significant for His glory. People who get passed over in junior high and high school might be the ones who accomplish great things for God. God sees invisible people. He sees those whom others view as insignificant. God chooses and uses ordinary people to do extraordinary things. God sees you. You hold great value to Him. Wait on Him and surrender to Him. Make yourself available to Him. He might chose your seeming insignificance to do something very significant just like He did with David.