Living Under a Burden

 There are burdens we are to cast upon the Lord as instructed in [Ps 55:22]. These could include stressors, trials, relational issues, financial concerns, health matters, and victory over sins to name a few. There are other burdens God places on us. Burdens He wants us to live under. Burdens for the things that God cares about. Burdens that drive us to our knees. I am living under several such burdens right now. 

The first is for revival. I first began studying about revival in 1988. I have been a serious student of revival since then. I have a whole shelf in my library of books devoted to the subject of revival. I've watched numerous documentaries on revival. I have written devotional literature about revival. Mostly, I have prayed for revival going on four decades. Three times in the past I experienced God sending revival in places we served. I cannot even put those times of refreshing into words. They were filled with fresh God encounters. I live under that burden again. It is on my mind night and day. It is a primary topic in prayer. 

I believe God put that burden on me. I also believe He intends to send a revival to our church, community, and the region. It propels prayer and fasting. I don't know when. I will not schedule it. I do not intend to ever schedule another revival meeting. I've both planned and preached such meetings that were not revival at all. I prefer to prayerfully wait on God to send genuine revival when He pleases. I hope to set the conditions in place to be prepared when such a time comes. 

I am also living under the burden for our students. These students are misguided, wounded, in bondage to sin, stressed out, and miserable. The numbers who have been and are still being abused crushes me. I see the pain in their eyes. They grow up in environments most of us cannot imagine. I pray for ways to connect with them. I plead for opportunities to tell them about Jesus. I feel their pain in the pit of my guts. This is a burden I want to live under. I desire to enter their pain through intercession. It is a burden I do not want God to lift. 

I also live under the burden of personal mountains. I know they are tests. Instead of having a shrinking faith I plead for faith to match the tests. These are situations where prayer gives birth to the miraculous moves of God. Such God interventions glorify Him immensely. I do not resent the trials. I embrace them as opportunities to watch God do the impossible and improbable. God will melt the mountains into miracles. That is what I believe God will do. 

Some burdens are meant to be lived under rather than cast off. Such burdens helps to focus our prayers. They are reminders of the things that God cares about and wants us to care about also. May God break our hearts with the things that break His heart. Those are the burdens we should all live under.